YOU KNOW WHATS FUCKING STUPID
WHEN YOUR FAMILY MAKES YOU GO SOMEWHERE WITH THEM AND YOU TELL THEM YOU DONT WANT TO
AND THEN WHEN YOURE ALREADY OUT THEY BLAME YOU FOR BEING ALL ANGRY AND TELL YOU YOU RUIN EVERYTHING
OH WELL MY FUCKING APOLOGIES
listen the secret to pulling anything off—be it red lipstick or shaving half your head or wearing something ridiculous—is to literally just fucking do the thing and immediately adopt an attitude of giving no fucks, even if you have to fake it
My dad accidentally told my sister she was an accident and she was like “ok but next time you’re angry at me just remember it’s your own fault because you didn’t wear a condom”
I’ve come to the conclusion that it is time I get my life in order. I need to stop thinking things are gonna fall into place like I want them too. I’m tired of living in this house, I know my mother has no intentions on letting me go even though I’ll be 23 in less than 6 months. So now it’s time for me to start saving my money, my friend is willing to move out of her place and room with me so I think it’s just best if we save our money and find a place and move out. Figure out our life, what we want, enjoy every moment. I don’t want to look at back my life later on and regret not enjoying my youth. I also know that this means that my mother may shun me for leaving when the time comes, that she may say awful things to me. Things that will break my heart, but I know the pain will subside within time and I’m okay with it all. Let’s face it I have never been the ideal daughter for my mother, I have always caused trouble, stress and been a huge burden. Yes, while our relationship has gotten better over the years it still needs a HUGE amount of work, but I don’t think living under the same roof is going to help. I need this. I feel like I’m slowly dying, I don’t want to feel like this anymore.